Chloe convinced me to try this, the fact I have nothing to say doesn't matter haha.
I suppose the only thing thats playing on my mind is my reputation. Everybody that knows me describes me as mad, one of the lads, up for a laugh and the likes. Doesn't sound bad does it?
But one of the lads? Do I really want to be one of the lads? I mean it does have its advantages, just last night I was at the pub, downing my drink and burped, not just a little burp, it was huge.. But the guys were just killing themselves laughing. I was talking to Tom about a girls figure, and generally not doing a very good job of being female.
I normally wouldn't mind, but you don't date "one of the lads" do you? You get hammered with them and talk about Megan Fox, droopy boobs, and sex stories. I don't stand a chance of a relationship with this reputation, and with the " you're like a sister to me" thing. Is incest really that bad, really?
A relationship would be nice, but I'm not going to change my personality and become the same as every girl out there. Im going to keep downing my pints, talking about boobs, and getting half cut and half naked. But, somehow I don't think thats going to get me what im wanting. So i suppose I'll just carry on being a joker, and being one of the lads, and hope for the best. Pointless post? Probably, but in my defence i had to post something.
Next one will be better,
Pinky promise (:
